Wedding Blues ................

Wedding Countdown has well and truly begun ....

Everyone asks me how do i feel ??

Well first of all I think that all the wedding excitement and the anticipation is over rated ... what is the point I don't know the ritual or the mantra really means .... i just have to follow instructions ... I have no say in anything ... All those rituals have no legal stake ... so again why are we wasting time and enormous amount of money ....

Secondly I have to leave my parents my house my entire existence and trade it in for something unknown ... am not too sure of that ... its very scary .... i ask you this why cant the husband and wife both move out ?? that way the scales are balanced ... both of them start out afresh ........ equal scare in both the places ..... :)

The entire marriage thing .. the scales are not balanced at all I tell you .... everything is in the boy's favor .... nothing in the girl's favor ...

The good things am looking forward to are the facts that I'll be with the person i want to be for the rest of my life :) ... even if it comes at a price ...

The other good thing is that you have a travel partner now ... yey yey ... :) ... i can go travelling all the time ... love it ... am looking forward for our trip after the wedding ....

I have someone to pamper and be pampered for a long time :) ....

I have my own punching bag ... exclusive .

THe best part I have someone to share the important moments with ...

So I think am lucky .. :)

There are advantages v/s the disadvantages .. sigh a part of life me thinks ...

Musing aloud ........

I have always always noticed this .... when people start working , they never stop thinking about college and school ... all their talk revolves around the people they knew and miss ...

Its almost like they'll never meet the same people or make the same friends....

I think it is true in a way ... we never develop the same bonds as before ...

The draw in school friends is that we all have made the same mistakes , some small some big :) ...

Shared the heart aches .... shared the tensions ...... and all the time thinking that we'll be together ... always having the same fun forever . Only when we graduate the great dirty world begins to intrude ... :(

People at work do not get that close ... we are older wiser and more experienced .. the experience lends a suspision ....... a suspision which makes us hold back ...... the same bond never builds again....

The irony is that you make friends at work and always think that you can never be that close to them ... as you compare your old friends with them ... the ghost lingers ...... but what we all seem to forget is that we'll always end up making the same bonds with them without knowing as we share a slice of our lives with them :) .... and still think that we can never get close to anyone anymore :) ...

Ironical .......